Just as I was on my way to celebrate a 21st birthday party, a brother of mine complain about the spam I've created in tumblr over Onew. HAHAS!! Sorry but this is unstoppable;) WOOTS!

B'cos Onew rocks big times!

Again, a repeat over tumblr: Happy birthday to my sweetest Honey ever! Who never fail to stay by me at all times when I need her most. After so many years of friendship, I truly appreciate what takes us to be here today to become true friends. You're one great person in my life that I wouldn't never want to lost. Happy 19th birthday;)

Again, 19th and 21st aren't linked. They are two different person^^

Happy advance 21st to Ray!
Hope you had a good time over then.
Thanks for your hospitality;)

From here, I really want to voice it out, scream it out, shout it out. All the guilts that got in me, I doubt I can ever repay them. I wasn't happy but I have to pretend not to. It doesn't feel good, I hope not to see you again nor to hear from you anymore. You're a black stain in my life, my greatest regret. I hope we won't meet anymore.

I really felt like a loser.
Someone who don't deserve to be love and cared for anymore.
Just because of you.. The greatest stain I ever had.

I hope someone was there for me.
Because the pain is already unbearable.
I would cry it out hoping that tomorrow takes away.