Today's chapter: Where's that lady whom lord used to call?

I tangled up myself each time the Earth evolute.
Struggling against feelings that fight through my mood.
Find myself suffocating.

Nobody knows nor they will.

In this story, a guy who fall in love with this girl called her his lady while he became the lord. Life bounce to be up and down. Days aren't what they expected and separated them apart. Her, his lady whom used to laugh all day found hard to do it again. Lady almost forget how cheerful she used to be, how mischievous is she up to each day and the way she feel. Right now is nothing but numb.

I won't say how much they love one another because it would sound silly now.

I understand the way she felt. She place herself on the risk of the bet, not knowing what will comes in return. Must be blind, must be crazy. For everything she did, Lord is the first thing that comes into her mind. Is loving him a habit she questioned. Without the need to hesitate, no. She is just tired. No one ever recognize her effort or knows how much she put it. Lord who knows nothing, took things for granted. She felt loss out, is she just one assumption?

Anyone else out there can do better than him. They provide more than him and even the things that Lord can't do. Both in fact. Is she gotta still scarify? She even place herself on the bet but Lord just.. At any point of losing end, it seems pretty much that he's gotta give her up. So does it still worth it? Despite so much of doings and waiting, he'll still be the one who gave up on her.

In another word, she's just afraid.
Having the need to hide and find out her true self really makes her suffocate.
In times when life gets a little busy, its better to take a pause and look what's next?

I really don't know.