I'm so afraid that time pass so fast right now.
The moment I am enjoying every single bits now, I really don't wish it to end.
It heals my pain my sorrow and everything with the people here.

They cheered my days and actually made me laugh all day.

Deep inside I may know that I'm not happy, but they change a history today.
It stops me from thinking at times which I felt comfortable with.
Knowing someone out there loving me, it really pains me when its time to say Goodbye.

I couldn't help it but to tear again.

Kendall, you were awesome!
Not a single day passed fail to hear you praising me.


12:24amKendall
deal yeah we will wrok something out
12:24amMe
yahs
she definitely have to work on sth
but not acting blur and not doing anything
i hope im working fine in the group
because it seems like i always have nothing to work on everytime
i felt bad about it
12:26amKendall
nah you are awesome i think everyone feels that way like there are so many in the group for such little tasks
you are doing fine
12:27amMe
I really do hope so! Who can be better than group 1 when its already label as 1
yahoo
omg
its time to say goodbye soon
im really upset about it
12:28amKendall
naww see you tomorrow have a good sleep!
oh wait haha
i read that wrong
12:28amMe
?!
12:28amKendall
omg i know
12:28amMe
LOL!
hahahahas.
dork
12:28amKendall
I'm gonna cry like all day
12:28amMe
><
LOL!!
I know..
i really hates to say goodbye
12:29amKendall
aren't you coz the candians leave 12 hours before we do
so i'm gonna cry then and then have to say goodbye to you guys :(
12:30amMe
I know! T.T
Can I hate you starting from tml onwards?
so when its time to part
i wont cry
LOL
12:31amKendall
Hahaha nah then that would make me sad to haha
12:31amMe
hahahas! Just kidding u know.
i dont want all this to stop
but all i can do is to appreciate everythng now
12:32amKendall
I know I know, I can;t bear to think about leaving yet I'm going to be depressed the couple of days leading up towards it
yeah i guess but it hard not to think about the end
12:32amMe
Yahs, exactly.
I've been trying to compress my emotion all over.
im a cry baby
worst
12:33amKendall
So am i! I will be so emotional that day
12:33amMe
Yahs):
I teared so many times.
it hurts.
awww.
going back to our 'normal life'
12:34amKendall
:( you gonna make me start crying :'(
12:34amMe
i really donnoe how much i can survive
I know
im about to cry here too
shut-off sandy
:'(
12:35amKendall
don't coz I'll start balling my eyes out!
12:35amMe
I'll pop them back
no worries.
12:35amKendall
it's ok we still have time left to be awesome together!!
12:36amMe
we gotta treasure alright:'(
one thing i wish to tell you.
you guys totally made my days. whenever each day pass, it heals my pain from thinking some negative thing that i just wanna stay and have fun with u people
you people were awesome!
<3
12:38amKendall
<3<3 You are too! I'm gonna miss you so much and you definitely have brought life back into me as well
12:38amMe
God Kendall
you make me tear
hahas!!
i really hope everything stays how it is right now
12:39amKendall
Same, I don't want to go home
12:39amMe
Stay then! We always welcome you<3
Kendall
Haha I wish I could! but I will be back! I will make sure very soon