Seriously I don't feel good everyday.
Each night I wanted to turn in, I've got difficulties.
Each morning I woke up, I have a feeling that I'm afraid to face something.

Each time I saw Dad, I really don't feel good.
I don't understand why this is happening.
Perhaps its all on my result.

I'm sorry! I'm disappointed in myself too.
Couldn't imagine what life is going to be that I'm facing soon.
I don't have the courage either the guts.

Fed up at times.
F my saturday, there it goes.

Felt shitty!